i just realized i hadn't updated in forever and that last journal was like "maybe i'm dying" SO

i'm at MICA [artschooool] now and it is intense
sometimes that is bad but mostly it's a good intense.
and it's like a giant (er high-school-sized, actually almost exactly the size of DAHS, which is weird) family, complete with sibling rivalries/general dysfunctionality
but mostly love

my health is rollercoaster-esque as always but i'm getting around okay, walking without a cane now and my dr thinks i'll be off antibiotics around spring which is cool. although i think it's because she thinks i'm not going to get any better other than strengthening muscles (exerciiiise) which is not as cool. so yeah, mostly okay, except every 5th week i'm on this one antibiotic that makes me herx hardcore and then i get all feverish and depressed and miserable

i'm following my special lymey diet, mostly, and that really helps. plus i get to make people feel guilty all the time by making faces when they eat pizza/cake, which i no longer even want. crazy right? who doesn't like cake?!

oh um i guess i should mention that i graduated hs and walked, that was sweet
and then i went out west for a few weeks
which was what you'd expect out of a family rv trip; awesome but we all hate each other now
and then i slept all summer basically

now it's halloween tomorrow! i am attempting nolan-style harley quinn but idk. i am pretty tired and also bad at makeup. we will see. i hope i can make it to the dance for at least an hour because mica halloween is apparently the most badass in all the land

what are you guys up to?! TELL ME
love
wynd-ges